i'm thinking about u today. :( i miss u so much. kaden and i talk about you all the time lately; how could u do this to him? i'm so incredibly mad at u today.
he will never know his dad, he will never be able to do the things we dreamed he would do like get off the bus at the farm or round up baby cows in the spring, go on vaults w/ grandpa. u ruined everything for him. i'm so mad at u.
I think the last time I saw Travis was actually a couple days after I had Tyran, almost 2 years ago. Him and Krissy came to visit me at the hospital and stupid me had leaking breasts because I didn't breast feed, and Travis INSISITED on going to the store to get me some breast pads. Not only did he come back with the big box of pads, he brought a bottle warmer also...and candy!! There are many ...
we miss u more and more everyday. i try to be strong for our son but it kills me inside more now than ever that i'll never see your big brown "cow eyes" on this earth again. i can't wait until we meet again.
