Dayleah's such a sweetheart...she's beautiful..different from Dari but you know how much Ive always wanted a girl and now I've got that and Im totally enjoying it. Altho it scares me to death to grow her up in the right way...i will learn from all my mistakes with you and I've respected your wishes in the house with Darius's Room and my Spa hope you know that...I miss you doll as always will ne...
alot has happened..we are doing well...we have extended home...marvin always joke around about the comments you wouldve made if you were here in person, I've changed my vehicle, my spa is underway, Im actually getting to a better place in my career-FINALLY!We're all doing well and are all happy its just one thing that completes my circle and one person i shared all of my joys with and thats you...
It has been such a long time, I've been really busy with Dayleah..wish you could've met her. I know you're looking down at us and keeping us safe my guardian angel...i continue to miss you everyday....but my daughter has brought me so much joy..she's like medicine she has healed alot of the wounds you have inflicted on me according to Marvin she's like a little capsule...
Didnt have the courage for a long while to visit the site.....I miss u so much doll.....life is still so hard without you....I've loved you and will never stop....
Marvin is back...im so happy he is it was a ten sad lonely days...twas so hard...this time i really understand that life is and never will be the same without u here...will always miss u, tink of u and grieve your loss.....becoming harder daily...not standing for any crap...tired of people walking all over me...its time this stop wish u were like me everyday...love u doll!
Started the ten dayz without u there to stand by my side for the first time i was very tired last night but this morning the house felt so empty..off course, as usual, I miss u soo much wish this pain goes away...I've become stronger since you've left me people's words are like the air i breathe now, i bother with no one, I care nothing about what people think say or do to bring me down because...
god always takes the best...
girl, if u were here we'd have a good laugh!IMU sooooo much!cried for u again today...i alwayz wonder y!!
I think of u everyday, missing u soo much........
Missing u so much...as usual....I cried on my way to work....love u lots...im trying to accept and come to terms with you not being there....
