I want my family to be normal again I want to have a family there I have nightmare's at Knight of everything my life and I just cry I miss you a lot I have nightmare's about what happened to me when I was younger how you died but there's times where I start talking to you.
I don't know who I am anymore the girl that everyone loved I don't know that girl anymore I'm not her I...
Song Name: 8th of november
Artist: big and rich
I love you grandma this is for you it's sader than sad
I remember when you were alway's there for all of us but look now we all falling apart we never did when you were around grandma I miss you so much I wish you were here I would not have to cry all the time that's all I have been doing is crying i'm not wanting to cry but it's just working out that way I wish it would all just go away
hi grandma its vannie it's been log time since i last wrote and i'm sorry for that there's been lot on my mind and i hope that you can help me feel a little better i always used to talk to you about thing's and i really just am feeling hurt your gone and uncle Daryl's gone and life just sucks and i want life not to suck i want to be able to be happy but between my sister and getting heart brok...
hi mama thanksgiving and I think I'm dropping that ball again as normal lol .. I miss you guys a lot even billy ..lol as predicted I don't have any family anymore I didn't have one much to start with I guess maybe that's why I miss all you so much ..kids are doing god Ashley went through some stuff but now shes doing really well she has a job .and shes tring really hard ,vannie is trying to get...
hi mama i haven't wrote in a very long time there's been alot going on Bryan working alot ...we lost in court kinda ...Ashley getting back on track and Savannah if falling off the wagon she's been acting up alot its so flustering chase is quite the techno genius .....hes getting so big ....id like to think you can see them ....they miss you i miss you and i know Bryan misses you ....hes so stro...
Song Name: away from the sun
Artist: 3 doors down
this is because you are so far from me and i dont know what to do
hey grandma its Ashley i wish you where here........ everyting isnt going good my mind is not thinking i got kicked out of school and then i got put in internet school i dont like it but its best for me...... i miss how the family was before when jeana wasnt there or around she messes everthing up and turns everyone aginst our family and makes them hate each other..... our family is getting tor...
its been so long that you have been gone its almost not real and still hard to believe... but ur gone ...your kids are hanging in there ..bryan is staying strong but i no he misses you ...he needs your advice you wisdom he needs you ...but hes doing it without you ..he dont want to ....he told me the other day he would trade everything for one day with you ..sometime i think hes affr...
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
don't worry about me(x3)
there i love you grandma and grandpa and u Daryl