Daddy, I can feel your presence in my life. I have taken such huge steps toward truth and happiness since you left us. I hope you can still be proud of me, if not as contented in my security. Life does not always follow our plan, but God's. I feel as though I am answering the call that honors the plan for me. I love you and miss you.
Happy Birthday (tomorrow) Dad. I love you. We are leaving in a week. I am taking all of our favorites. Willie, Emmy, Allison, Melanie, GD, PPL. I miss you and your singing.
I miss you today, and wish you did not leave with so much pain to escape. Change is hard Dad, truth can be harder. How can I best love my son, give to him, prepare him for life? I wish I knew the answer, had a little less human imperfection, and could settle for safe with happiness.
I look forward to placing you in peace, and maybe me as well. Love you daddy.
Daddy, I am planning my trip to take you home. I hope you and I can both find peace once I do. Thank you for fanning the flame that had sparked within me. And thank you for trusting me in death, even if you could not ask for my help in life. I love you.
Dad, can you believe this shat? What IS my problem? Now that you can see, I wouldn't mind some insight. Forever is a long time. Help me be good to the people who love me and love the people who are good to me. Help me condition my heart, even if I cannot control it.
Dad, so many things have changed. My heart cracked open and I think I may have gotten a view I didn't want. Now I have feelings that I cannot ignore and I do not know what to do with. Need help.
Daddy, father's day was here and you were not. I know you would have laughed at the idea of not being alive for Father's day when you didn't celebrate when you were alive. But at least I could hear your condemning Hallmark and the laugh and the I love you on the other end of the phone. I gave Eric presents of which you would approve and Connor made him a picture at school. We are lucky to have ...
Dad, I hope you are in a place of joy and happiness with your mom, Dee, Wayne, and now Henry. I hope all off your souls are free from burden and together. I love and miss you more than I thought I could.
Dad, help me to not be angry at others who use petty tactics to hurt those that I love. Help me channel my energy in positive and productive ways for my family. Dad, help us be strong and support each other. I believe you can see the boys and Zinnia and how much DeVane they have in them. G-night.
Who are you voting for Dad? That would be an interesting conversation to have. I wish I could have it with you. I am working on being able to go through the albums and pictures. I need to get someone to smoke in your jacket so it keeps smelling like you. Man you would be pissed dad. Almost 4 bucks for gas. I look at your picture and cannot help but see demian in his twenties. I know he is in pa...