sean william crompton beckwith's Memorial

sean william crompton beckwith
(2006 - 2006)

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Name: Mr sean william crompton beckwith
Nick Name: littleman
Maiden Name: crompton
Gender: Male
Lived: Monday, 27 March 2006 - Monday, 27 March 2006

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      My Beautiful Little Man came into my life on the 27th march 2006, He tried so hard to stay, Fighting for 2 days, But the angels came and took him from me on the 29th march 2006.
     I waited so long for him to come into my life,  His two big sisters waiting for him too.  That when i found out i was pregnant i was praying that god would send me the baby boy i had always wanted.  I was jus two days of 6 months when i went for my scan and when the nurse told me i was having a little boy i cried with happiness, not knowing that my tears were here to stay... 
       I went home and everybody i saw i told them my good news, i couldnt take the smile of my face finally i was getting My Little Man....  5 hours had passed from my scan when i was at home i kept getting feelings of pushing and didnt know what to do.. It was then i realised and then checking i thought i could feel his head i didnt realise it was my waters going to break i jus knew something wasnt right and my little man was coming... I got to the hospital in ambulance and my waters broke My Little Man was coming.. Never in a million years did i think he wasnt going to stay, i begged the nurses "please help him" they did the best they could.. Sean came into my world and when i saw how beautiful and precious he was i still felt a little happy cos he was here and he was breathing... Please dont take my baby boy i prayed to god over and over, i sat with my hand through his incubater holding his precious tiny hand tellin him not to leave me cos i wanted him so bad..  But it wasnt going to happen i had gone up to the neonatal ward to tell sean goodnight and that mummy loved him with all her heart, and as i looked at my beautiful baby boy tellin him how much he is mummys soldier for being so brave a noise rang out and the nurses came rushing over i couldnt be there i broke down not knowing what else to do i asked if i could wait in the corrider why they did what they had too do, i went to the corrider where i went on my knees and broke my heart, i begged everyone i knew who already in heaven please dont take him i cried to my nana to send him back to me if he came to her i just kept pleading "please dont take him, i want him so bad... Sean passed away "oh My God" i wanted to go and be with him, To hold him, The nurses gave him to me to hold i jus cradled him in my arms  asking "where you gone little man"  I didnt know what was going i was devasted i still am, im crying why i write this cos it breaks my heart every minute of everyday.. I find it hard sometimes to even speak about him because the overwhelming feeling of pain in my heart i jus cant deal with, it is too painful i cannot breathe with the amount of emotion that starts to surface...  His sisters are devasted too, my youngest talks about sean all the time, I remember walking down the road one day jus me and shanice, it had been about 2 months and out the blue she said to me " mummy look" i looked around asking her "what babe" She replied " look mummy up at the sky" As i looked up all i could see was stars, As i said " yes baby, lots of stars, "  She looked at me a little dissappointed and said " no mummy that one their its sean"  As i looked up again i noticed one standing out from all the rest, I said "yes baby that is sean and he out watching us to make sure we get home safe cos its dark" My heart was bleeding iside i was trying not to cry but she is used to me now, if she sees me upset she comes to me and asks "mummy are you crying cos you want my brother" I jus explain in the bestest way i can and reassure her mummys ok i jus miss him so much" My eldest shalanah who is 12,  doesnt talk about him a lot, i know that is cos she doesnt want me to be upset probaly or because i was thoughtless to her feelings after it happened and didnt and still havent asked her how she feels, i am working  on that hurdle but it is hard, everyday is just so hard, but i get on with it cos i have too,   For my Beautiful Girls and My beautiful Son

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hi littleman, Mummy and ya big sisters jus wanted to tell you how much we miss you babe and l...
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sean i give you this heart because i love you soo much and i always will son, your auntie amiie will be there with yo...
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hello beautiful, mummy misses you so much and not a day goes by without you on my mind and i love you so much and mum...
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Hello. When Sean Came In To My World It Was The Best Things That Happened To Me I Love Him With All My Heart Even Tho...

Biography

Fathers Name: wayne crompton
Mothers Name: katrina beckwith
Country of Birth: United Kingdom
Country of Residence: United Kingdom
Occupation: Other
Marital Status: Other
Religion: Catholic

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Place of Passing: st marys hospital
Date of Passing: 27 March 2006
Cause of Passing: premature labour
Type of Funeral: buriel
Place of Burial: blackley cemetary
Funeral Director: lilleywhites
Funeral Location: prestwich
Funeral Date: 29 March 2006
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